k here i am..with ma jacket on..its freaking cold..i woke up around 5 10..than call her..cause its raining...and shes sick..and yeah..i got worried..so decided to call her to check her out...shes at marina..with her friends..n yeah shes happy..dats all that matters..walk home safely ok..i miss you...

Today i decided to...it may be shocking..but i wanna quit dikir barat...HAH?!!!!wat??!!he is quiting.???y..????..ill asnwer to that question...simply its because of O level...damn...i hate to say that word...O LE~VEl...arrrggGhHH...make me wanna cry...im hungry now..no one to acompany me..and yeah..and ill eat all alone...talk to amiril about my starvation that almost lead to suicide...


i wanna go eat..whose with me..? says:
ill eat alone..
i wanna go eat..whose with me..? says:
without FRIENDS...and just live life normally...all alone and depressed..thinking that everyone..hate me...doesnt care bout me...and im sad..miril...IM SAD!!...deciding to starve my self...till ma food arrive...and which my biological mum will buy for me...oh~..wat loyalty..
Grim says:
tt sounded
Grim says:
nice in a bizzare way

yeah..and YESH...WUUHUU..ma friend..clarey is here to share my pain with him...i love u...(sound so gay)..but its ok...no one will know how i feel...no one does...u heartless humans..u WONT UNDERSTAND....AARGGHH..ill bleed my self...once more..oozing out yellow undistilled water..from wat you all normally call PENIS...but i as an emotional being..with heart...i treat every part of mine preciously..i called it tweet tweet..huhahahha...im sick...YES!im sick...dun compare me..u idiots...do u noe that it has a mind on its own..it stiffen and get hard..when i dun wanna it too..yeah...

wat..?hate me..??hate me for all i care...but remember this people...
i love~ you...especiallly u my love..

GODDAMNTHIS
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