i wanna carve the pain on my body
to let you people see the pain
And yet i wanna be in the darkness
to be far away from 'them'

But there`s 'her'
my light,my key to my happiness..
I dont wanna let her see the scar..
i dun wish to exprience the pain once more..

So dun talk about my past..
dun talk bout my failure..

all i want..
is the key to my happiness..
and you,to walk by me on the long unknown path of mine

so will you..?


....i gona get my black t`s on friday...huray for me..huhahah..oh yeah..juz now went down to alter my pants...tight...'\,,\..hailzz..to the tight fitting pants..so guys smack me will ya..ahah..saw my family..n went mcdonald to eat...n yeah..iryan pay for me...tanx..my 6 year friend of mine...hahah..hes a pain sumtime..but hes ok..

my dear girl is sick...get well soon..ok..?anything can make u feel better tell me..ill do anything in my pwer to help you..muackz

GODDAMNTHIS
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